Reality hits

Now that the news has really started to sink in I find myself torn. I am very excited but I'm SO scared. I'm not so much scared of them finding something during the tests they will do when I'm pregnant , I'm more afraid they will miss something and we'll think once again that we've just had a perfect healthy baby and then he or she will get sick like Alex did unexpectedly.

I guess this is normal. And we won't breathe easy until after the baby is born and we get an echo done to be sure there is nothing wrong.